Don't analyze my failures. Analyze my successes - they're the problem. List every time I succeeded and then sabotaged it. Map the pattern: what do all my wins have in common? How do I make success temporary? What do I do right after achieving that ensures it doesn't last? Then reveal: I'm not afraid of failure, I'm afraid of sustainable success. Failure I can handle - it's familiar. Success that lasts would require becoming someone new. Show me the exact moment after each win where I pressed the self-destruct button. Include: what permanent success would mean I'd have to admit about myself, who I'd have to become to maintain it, and why I keep choosing the familiar pain of failure over the unknown terror of lasting achievement.