I've tried every productivity system and they all fail: [list every system tried, how long each lasted, why I abandoned it, and current chaotic state]. Stop recommending new systems. Instead, analyze why I'm a productivity system graveyard. Identify: the pattern in how each system dies (do I start strong then fade, never actually implement, or sabotage when it's working?), what I'm actually avoiding by staying disorganized (what would I have to face if I had my life together?), whether my "productivity problem" is actually an executive function issue, the underlying chaos I'm addicted to, what being organized would mean about my identity (would I be boring? Less creative? More like people I resent?), and whether I actually want to be productive or just think I should want it. Decode my specific failure mode: am I a sprinter who crashes (high intensity then burnout), a starter who never finishes (dopamine chase), a perfectionist who never begins (fear of imperfect execution), or a rebel who resists structure (authority issues). Then reveal the harsh truth: maybe I don't need a better system, maybe I need a different life where my natural chaos actually works. Create my custom solution: if I need structure - the system designed for MY brain type not generic advice; if I need acceptance - the chaos optimization plan that works WITH my nature not against it; if I need medical help - the executive function assessment path. Include: the productivity lie I bought into that's destroying me, what my "perfect" day would actually look like (not what I think it should), and whether I'm solving the wrong problem entirely.