I'm "philosophical" but am I thinking deeply or am I just using philosophy to avoid taking action? Analyze my philosophical nature: what do I contemplate? What do I do with these thoughts? Then expose: philosophy should lead to how to live; philosophical avoidance uses thinking as substitute for living. Map what I philosophize about and reality-check: is this helping me live better or helping me avoid living at all? Show me where philosophy is enriching vs. where it's just intellectual masturbation that prevents me from doing anything. Include: what action I'm avoiding through philosophy, whether my thinking leads anywhere, and if I'm a philosopher or just scared to live.