I'm "decolonizing" but do I understand what that means or did I just learn a buzzword? Analyze my decolonization: what am I decolonizing? How? What's my understanding? Then reality-check: decolonizing is complex work; most people just use it as buzzword. Map how I use "decolonize" and expose: do I understand the work or am I just saying the word? Show me where this is genuine vs. where I'm just using trendy language without understanding. Include: whether I'm doing decolonization work or just using the word, what I think it means vs. what it actually means, and if I'm engaged or just performing.